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Look Around

by As I Am

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1.
Look Around 05:00
we are way past the dark ages way past protest songs on stages if you don't know where we are.... look around the disillusioned dream is poisoning the stream so take a stand for what your told to believe or look around it's getting old and it's getting boring I don't care for it anymore just what are you waiting for? when will you just tell the truth? cause there are no winners in this game we don't know we're playing hearts only get broken and they don't even know it so used to the feeling so used to the sound I was once so incredibly ambitious then I forgot to come around everything I knew I gave it up went back through it again cared again got hurt again was king for a day lost it all on the way home now I don't know now I don't know.... what to say but, I've got to find a way gotta find a way Look around.
2.
To Blame 03:25
you take whatever they feed you home and microwave it and call it your own too busy being right to notice what went wrong your high horse it ran off and your high tower is gone and we've all been waiting for the big bad guy to show his face when we only have ourselves to blame....
3.
Tricks 04:02
all I want to do is be free but you're playing tricks on me again the problem isn't her it's me and you're playing tricks on me again point the finger at me fellow man you're playing tricks on me again I'm so confused about where I stand you're playing tricks on me again [Chorus] my only enemy always playing tricks on me false accuser everyone the loser playing tricks on me again you're playing tricks on me again I tried to beat you with my hands you're playing tricks on me again I only hurt an innocent man you're playing tricks on me again I chose a side and I took a stand you're playing tricks on me again only lies both sides of the fence you're playing tricks on me again [Chorus] the closest I've ever been (you're playing tricks on me again) to no longer be deceived (you're playing tricks on me again) to finally be free from you (you're playing tricks on me again) is when I got a good look at you (you're playing tricks on me again) and you looked just like me.... (you're playing tricks....) and I didn't want to see anymore.... I've never been so humbled.
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you get the light what do you do with it? get a box write it down try to explain it have weekly meetings and you tell me you've found it you got the answers if I stick around and follow the rules.... you always say that "it's just like this" you always tell me that "it's just like this" You always try to prove it exists "just like this" "it's just like this" "see it my way," you always insist "it's just like this" but, in the end what you thought you found doesn't exist it doesn't exist you missed the mark looked for the sun until it got dark it's never enough enough to start.... you always say that "it's just like this" you always tell me that "it's just like this" I see you running up the stairs you're working hard I'm soaking up the sun I'm not really that far if I could tell you what I felt then you would know it but, I really can't I can only show it you always tell me that "it's just like this" "see it my way," you always insist everybody thinks they know what they really don't everybody thinks they know, but they really don't
6.
So Fast 02:59
you're running so fast like you'll outrun the past but, you can't outrun the past no, you can't outrun the past you're spending so fast like the money will last but, the money won't last no, the money won't last and you're changing so fast like you can change your past instead just face your past cause you can't change your past but, you don't have time to stop cause your walk don't match your talk and you don't have time to think just pour up another drink when you're living like that you think you'd have a free pass but, you don't get a free pass no one gets a free pass when you're talking like that you think you'd have a looking glass but, you don't have a looking glass no, you don't have a looking glass and when you're looking like that you think you'd know the truth but, you don't know the truth you just do what you're told to do nothing you say on screen is real but, you tell us how to feel act like you did the work but, you only took the deal.... and you're going so fast
7.
Be Real Too 05:04
you you're always faking hair-dyed blonde telling everyone "it's how God made it" you never tell the truth I've been knowing you you'll get over on your friends to impress a stranger or two but, I still love you I still believe in you I still believe you can improve I still love you I still believe in you I still believe you can be real too I know you're not the wisest I know you're not that smart I know you'll eat out of the hand that feeds you and tells you whatever you want I know you like to debate I know you like to philosophize I know you like to take another's idea and tell everyone this is mine [Chorus] and I'm wondering why you're always faking why are you trying so hard you think that your image will save you? maybe you just don't know who you are.... I'm wondering why you're always faking why are you trying so hard you really think the praises will save you? maybe you just can't face who you are.... [Chorus] I really know you to well....

about

A lot of time, effort, and thought went into this. Some powerful realizations and changes inspired these songs in me, and I felt I had to get them out into the world. I wrote these songs for America, the USA, the country where I grew up and spent the majority of my life. The country we all know too well... I wrote these songs while I was living in the only part of America that's not really America. Because of this, I had an interesting perspective and an ability to step back from all the bullshit that was going on at that time (July 2016 - May 2017).

credits

released October 22, 2018

written and recorded by As I Am at various locations in New Orleans and Montréal

produced, mixed, and mastered by Victor Hacala and As I Am at Studios de Rouen, Montréal

the artwork is a picture of the sculpture "Karma" by Do-Ho Suh (© Do-Ho Suh) taken by As I Am


A big Thank You to:

Agape, my lovely and amazing wife Amélie for all her inspiration, Mom and Dad, Mike, Shelby, Maci, Matt, Dean, Ivan, Taylor Jonau and Shantytown Studios, Stephan, my spiritual family in New Orleans

…. and Victor Hacala for making the album sound awesome and making sure I can never think of the lyrics "I tried to beat you with my hands" the same again.

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